Torture

Yesterday, December 21, 2010 was a very worst day for me. It's not because i faced an accident nor i jumped over the bridge but because my heart was tortured. My heart was being tortured while his engagement party is happening. I couldn't have done something for him but to say "Good Luck" and smiled. I was being killed when i was saying those words and i couldn't help myself. Why is this happening on me? Why us? :'(